Time Flies~

It's day 13 already... Woah... And I've only updated till day 4...

But, nvm~ Haha! I don't have to keep a daily log to know I'm happy!

People always say (and I used to think so too) that the number 13 is a unlucky number...

But now, nah... Cuz, in 11 hours and 26mins time (as of now), I'm seeing Sky again! We are meeting for lunch before going to the hC outing... It's a budget outing, since we are all broke (as least, I am)... And we are going for a OUTDOOR outing...

No more stoning at places... Now we're rocking out! LOL! Whatever that means...

Anyway, a lot of things happened, few bad, mostly good... The bad stuff was the rushing of FYP, and some other things, and the Good? SKY! Haha~

Here are some of the photos to make up for the long hiatus...

=)

~Day 4~

Hard to do both in sequence sia... Still laughing at my previous joke... Lol!

Anyway, woke up 3 times before I gave up sleeping... Haha~ Too happy, I guess...

Was stoning around, thinking of something for him... You know, like a surprise... Haha~

I had an idea I think the second time I woke up... Stored it in my hp, then tried to went back to sleep... I think I slept for an hour before waking up again, at 10+am...

Smsed Karen to see what time she would be coming over... I wanted her opinion on what to do, and if my idea was ok... But then, she arrived so late, I had already started on my idea... Lol...

It's more of like a continuation of his surprise...

Anyway, he had mentioned that he need to do his fyp yesterday, and when he asked if I would be going school, I rmbed that the shooting would be taking place... Since I have no idea about filming, I asked Alvin if I'm needed there... Cuz I don't want to get in the way... The exact words I told Sky was, "If I'm there, I think I'm the script holder... No, wait... We don't have a script!"

HAHA!

Anyway, I realized that my fingers are too big for the surprise I'm planning... Took quite a few tries to get it right... I let slipped that I want to surprise him during msn the previous night, and he was guessing while we were chatting on msn... Oh, and Sandy and Karen were spamming on my msn talking to him as well... Lol! Anyway, at around evening time, like 5+pm, he had finished his coding...

After like a super long guessing time, (and he let slipped his own surprise for me), I realized that the two of us planned a similar surprise for each other! When I told him that, his reaction was, "WHAT?!" I got a bit worried here, like, is it weird to give him a surprise like this? Nvm... I'll see his reaction later... Lol... But, he already knows the general idea of my surprise... Not fun... Next time I try to surprise him, I must make sure that I don't let slip I'm surprising him... He'll worm the surprise out of me...

Anyway, I have an original idea (that I thought of when I woke up) for another present, but that requires some time... Haha~~~

We both went to sleep quite early, like around 11pm, instead of 2am, or 3am... Haha~ Can't wait to see his reaction later...

~End of Day 4~

~Day 5~

Haha~ I wonder how I'm supposed to sleep... My sleeping pattern is like, going bonkers... I slept at 11pm, like I said earlier, but I woke at 4am... Like, WTH! Haha~

I woke up cuz of my dream... Super random, and funny... Shan't talk about it... Too weird... Lol! I put the finishing touches on the surprise, and start blogging... Like, till now... Haha~ Eh, no... I woke up, I watched criminal minds, then started blogging... Haha~! Yay~ It's friday! Another reason TGIF rocks~ Feel like drinking coffee... Or milo... Hmm... Must go see if I have milo at home... I think have... Nvm, I'll stop rambling, and start looking... I'll update again!

First date!

~Recap on the 3rd day~

We're going on a date~ We're going on a date~ HAHA!!!! Okay, people who just realize that they can't put up with crazy stuff like that, bye bye~ HAHA!!!!!

Anyway, back to as normal as I can be...

We wanted to watch 2012, after Sky's UT... And we planned on watching the 5.10pm or 5.40pm show, since it's a long show... But, we ended up watching My Girlfriend is an Agent.... It's was super funny! Cheese~! LOL! Anyway, I should probably tell the story according to the timeline...

Karen and Fifi was watching 2012 at AMK earlier, I think a 2.05pm movie, if I remember correctly... While on my way to woodlands to meet Sky (I was at Bishan) , they called to ask me where I'm at... They joined me on the train to woodlands, and we (That is, the four of us) had dinner at Burger King! Haha~ Burger King was my choice, cuz I didn't ask the question first... Haha~! I ruined a joke there... Lol... Asked wrongly... Damn~! Haha!

Oh wait! Before we had dinner, we went up to buy movie tickets... That's when we changed movie to watch, cuz the two timeslots we wanted are both filling fast... Haha~ After that, we went down for dinner...

After dinner, we took the lift back up to the top level, and then waited outside to go in... Haha~ We sat at B1 and B2~ It's the first time I ever went to watch movie with a guy alone! Ahahaha~ *Ahem... Back to topic, it was uber cold when we went in la! Instant Jacket Mode! Haha~ After that...

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HAHA! Watch the movie la! Watch movie where can talk?! LOL!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Don't want say already...

Received a surprise from him~ Haha~ So sweet!!!!!!!

I got it after the movie, when we were walking around, cuz there's no place to sit down to chat... Haha~ I had brought some of my old photographs to show him, cuz he mentioned he would be bringing his... Haha~

~End of Day 3 recap~

Sweet~

These 3 days had been moments after moments of Awwwww...

Those who know me, knows that to get me to shut up is extremely hard, right? Especially when I'm bored, I'll make noise, just random noises that get reactions to entertain me... Haha~!

I've been speechless so many times in these 3 days, I really thought my throat isn't working right... But now thinking back, I think it's not that my throat isn't working... It's cuz I dunno how to react, I dunno what to say, I'm scared to say the wrong things... Haha...

On the first day, I was still afraid that it's just one of my random dreams... Then I'm afraid that he regretted... But then, when I got to see him, I realized that I'm letting my brain get away with stupid thoughts...

On the second day, nothing special, but everything special happened... =)

Today's the third day~! =)=)=)=)=)=)=)

Happy~

And... Now, this is the second happy event!

Haha~!

Hahahahaha~~~!

Erm, hahahahaha~!

Ehhh... It's very scary, but the result damn happy~!

Erm, like very odd sia, like announcement... Nvm... Don't say le... Those who knows, know. Those who don't know, won't know... Haha~!

Hwei's birthday~!

Haha~! Total 180º change! Happy post!!! Haha~~~~

Ok, maybe should have order in the things I want to type...

1) Hwei's birthday!

Despite so many changes made to the plans, it was quite a success! We planned on meeting up at 6pm, then walk to Downtown East.. However, the agents were to meet at 5.30pm to see if everything was thought out properly... But end up, not only agents arrived early! Haha~ So, Karen and I reached, followed by Papa and Mutton, whereby we proceeded to the Mac to sit and stone~ LOL! So... Stone... then Fifi arrived... Felt bad for him, cause he didn't have a seat at first, and had to sit at the back... But he had to go withdraw money, then when he came back (with Hwei in tow) there was an empty table beside ours! And, we stoned again... Till Anzu arrived! So, we all sat and stare at each other... Then Sky smsed to say he's at Amk! Then cuz it's already 6.30pm, I called him, to see if he really is back at where he started from... Lol... He had me convinced till the end of the conversation, when he say he's 2 stops away... Lol! So we went down to wait for him at the MRT entrance there...

Walked to Downtown East in the light drizzle...

Went to Seoul Garden straight, and then we were seated at 2 tables... Had a minor heart failure when Karen and Hwei decided to be funny... Lol... (I'm thankful now, but at that point of time, I was patrified...) They actually appointed seats... Super obvious what they were trying to do, and I was mortified... But then, haha... Enjoyed dinner and then after that, had ice cream! Whoo~!

After dinner, we were walking up when we commenced part 2 of the birthday celebration... The group photo~! We took it in front of the Ferris Wheel, and then Karen and Fifi dropped rank to print it, and to stick it, while the rest of us went up to the arcade... Long story cut short, a lot of toilet trips happened, and Hwei was surprised with the cake! haha~ After the birthday song and cake cutting, the quest for the present!

A bit of misplanning here, but still, haha~ She got her collage, and we had fun!

After that, a bit of minor disturbances regarding the Bowling alley... But, nvm, shall not talk about that... Anzu had to leave to catch the last train... We had coffee at Coffee Bean, I think, and then after that, went back to the arcade there, and the pool area, but finally decided on playing Wii... LOL! Well, some played, some watched, some stoned... Haha~ At around 1am+, we went off, in search of a place to thon...

Walked through some scary places, and then we reached a brightly lit place that was even scarier... Walked further, and then reached a pavilion, where we started Part 3! Sparklers! Haha~ It ended quite quickly though... Lol... Anyway, after that, we sat and played T&T, for HOURS! Haha~ Had fun~ Lol...

After that, we went to play at the playground nearby... Extremely fun! So long nv play at the playground le... Haha~ After that, we walked to some jetty like stones thingy? Dunno luh... Lol... Sat there waiting for the sun to rise, but turns out, we saw the sky turn brighter, but didn't get to see the sun, cuz we were at the wrong place... Haha~!

After that, we walked back out to Downtown East... Stoned in front of Mac, then didn't went in to eat... We then went home...

Tiring but fun day~ Haha~! And... Something else happened today! I'm gonna use a separate post for it...

You know what?

Maybe we're not that close after all... Maybe it's just me over-thinking... I'm nothing more than someone that's fun to bully... Haha...

"Erm, right now I am not really close to anyone..."

Haha... Wow, guess it's just me then...

When is it called True Love?

Edit: I removed the previous post... Positive became negative... Then only time when I would know it's True Love, is when I'm dead... Because guess what? I don't think I love Love enough to go through this kind of stupid thinking processes... Emotional roller coasters aren't that fun...

True Love VS Crush

Was playing T&T with Fi and Karen... I know I said that I wouldn't play that game ever again... But we were damn bored... Lol... Anyway, I realized that I have a very pathetic count of crushes... Theirs is like what, need all their limbs for the fingers and toes to count, mine, within one freaking hand... =(

On the way back, I was discussing about what crushes and eye candies meant to me... Cuz I realized that maybe the difference in count is because of a difference in definitions...

My original idea of a crush:
Someone that you like, after knowing them and their habits... Someone who passed the characteristic tests... Like a hidden positive feeling towards someone... Keyword: Hidden Feeling...

My original idea of an eye-candy:
Someone that you think is nice and/or handsome... You won't think of this person all the time, someone you think of only when he's in front of you (unless he's a close friend)... This person might be a close friend, or he might just be someone you see on the train...

After talking to, and reading what Karen wrote, my renewed ideas are...

Crush:
Someone whom you have a fleeting infatuation for, like what I thought was an eye candy...

Eye-candy:
Read the above description... Haha... Yeah, now I think that eye-candies is the same as a crush...

Like:
Now, this new category... Seems like if I have already understood the person to a certain point, and then decide that I like that person, then it's a Like... Not a crush... No matter if it's a hidden like or a open like, it's a Like.... Lol... A lot of likes there...

Suddenly...

Dejected...

Being put down... I know, or hope, that most of the time it's jokes, but sometimes, it really does get to me... One way or another, I really must try to get myself smiling again tonight...

Yawn

细雨飘 清风摇 凭藉痴心般情长

浩雪落 黄河浊 任由他绝情心伤

放下吧 手中剑 我情愿

唤回了 心底情 宿命尽

为何要 孤独绕 你在世界另一边

对我的深情 怎能用只字片语写的尽 写的尽

不贪求一个愿

又想起 你的脸 朝朝暮暮 漫漫人生路

时时刻刻 看到你的眼眸里 柔情似水

今生缘 来世再续 情何物 生死相许

如有你相伴 不羡鸳鸯不羡仙

情天动 青山中 阵风瞬息万里云

寻佳人 情难真 御剑踏破乱红尘

翱翔那 苍穹中 心不尽

纵横在 千年间 轮回转

为何让 寂寞长 我在世界这一边

对你的思念 怎能用千言万语说的清 说的清

只奢望一次醉

又想起 你的脸 寻寻觅觅 相逢在梦里

时时刻刻 看到你的眼眸里 缱绻万千

今生缘 来世再续 情何物 生死相许

如有你相伴 不羡鸳鸯不羡仙

This shall once again, be one of my favorite songs again...

Something not related:

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What's that?

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Reply Tag

This is Fifi's reply tag~!

1)the person who tagged: Fifi

2)your relationship with him/her is: Friend, Band Mate, Ex-Classmate, a lot la...

3)your five impressions of him/her: Silent, Great Listener, Sensitive, Funny, Skinny... UBER SKINNY!

4)the most memorable thing he/she did for you: Thinking of me when the band needed a vocalist... Haha~!

5)most memorable thing he/she said to you: Erm... Deyyyyy~ Den dunno how to spell le...

6)if he/she becomes ur lover, you will: Make sure he stop being sad alone.. Lol..

7)if he/she becomes ur lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: to speak up more.

8) If he/she become your enemy, you will: be sad. Lol...

9) If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: i'm don't know how to act around him anymore?

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Is to get the girl he wants... Or, be happy~

11) Your overall impression of him/her is: Quiet, sometimes, but when he's not being quiet, he's fun to disturb. haha!

Love

Someone once said you trap yourself sometimes by thinking desire and need are love. He was right. Love is something far more precious but something far more fragile. Hold on to it too tightly and it will crumble in your fingers. Hold it too loosely and the wind might blow it away and shatter it on the cold ground. Listen to the voice in your heart but be absolutely sure the voice comes from your heart.

I really agree with this...

When you like someone, and you try to hold him too tightly, your overbearing presence crumbles whatever love there was...

If you like someone, and when you try to act nonchalant and just go "anything" to whatever he asks, he sees you as someone who doesn't really care, and that loses him for you...

The last line... Extremely hard to achieve...

Fifi and Sky

Fifi says to blog about him... And Sky says he's stupid. Yay... Blogged!

Tagged.

1)the person who tagged: Karen

2)your relationship with him/her is: Best Friends

3)your five impressions of him/her: Blur, Kind, Easy to Kachiao, Girly, Funny

4)the most memorable thing he/she did for you: Helped me with my problems even though we lost contact for quite a while.

5)most memorable thing he/she said to you: Er... Seeeerrrr-lap you ah! (Slap you ah)

6)if he/she becomes ur lover, you will: Faint. I'm straight... LOL!

7)if he/she becomes ur lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Blur-ness? LOL!

8) If he/she become your enemy, you will: Seeeerrr-lap her ah~! LOL!

9) If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: Dunno...

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Eh? Wth?

11) Your overall impression of him/her is: Nice~~~ Yea yea~

12)How you think people around you will feel about you?: Crazy... Annoying... Lame... =,=

13) The characters you love of yourself are: My smarts~ LOL!

14) On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: Lazy... Too binary... Overthink people's actions... Dunno la... A lot...

15) The most ideal person you want to be is: Dunno...

16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:Dunno what's wrong with you guys/girls... But thanks for caring and liking me~ LOL!

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
#1 Karen
#2.Jiahwei
#3.Fifi
#4.Papa
#5.Fiq
#6.Raudha
#7.Eileen
#8.Sandy
#9.Kimchi
#10.Him

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with:
With #5

19) Is no.9 a male or female?
Female, if vegetables have genders...

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good things?
LOL!

22) What is no.2 studying about?
Electronics?

23) When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Just now... On the phone... For help...LOL

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Jap...

25) Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yeah... 1 Brother...

26) Will you woo no.3?
Er... No?

27) How about no.7?
That would be sick~

28) Is no.4 single?
Yes.

29) What is the surname of no.5?
Dunno sia... His name damn long... And does it contain a surname in the first place?


30) What's the hobby of no.4?
Collecting and fixing gundams? Playing the guitar? And eating with his Makan Gang? And hanging out with us at hC~~~

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Yeah~

32) Where is no.2 studying at?
NYP

33) Talk something casual about no. 1?
My childhood friend~ (Yeah~ No need change... LOL!)

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Again, that would be sick... LOL!

35) Where does no.9 live at?
Bugis

36) What colour does no.3 like?
Light blue.

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Good friends, I think...

38) Does no.1 have any pets?
Her brother. LOL!

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
No. LOL!

40）What is no. 10 doing now?
Playing game...

Some nice quotes...

The worst thing a guy can do, is make a girl fall for him when he has no intention on catching her.

I agree with this totally... Somehow, I kinda feel that line...

Letting go isn't giving up, it's accepting that some things aren't meant to be.

The ultimate reason for not trying... Lol...

The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you.

I bet it would feel damn painful to know that you were the one who didn't see the signs...

I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I've forgotten to do so...

Wanna bet that it was a play on selective memory loss?

If I could be anyone, I'd be her, so you'd love me too.

Which seems pathetic... Cuz there's a reason he loves her and not me. So if I'm her, that'd just mean that he won't love her in the end...

The one who makes me the happiest is always the one who's already taken.

Karen might like this...

Should I smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he is?

And, hey! Look here~ Something that I've asked before, relocated to my private blog!

You wondered how you'd make it through, I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you're looking for is the one thing you couldn't see.

Woah~ Nice quote by Vanessa Williams... Seems true enough...

To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.

Which is impossible, so what does that say about love?

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.

Damn you, H.L.Mencken... You just told me that love is impossible for me! LOL!

We don't always get to choose what we love.

Woah! What an understatement...

Some relationships start with fights... But, usually only in romantic comedies. Life's not the movies.

HAHA! Nice one! LOL!

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

Woah... Overkill, much? But I guess it just shows how large his existence had become...

Don't ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... As much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.

True... Too true...

As long as forever is through, I'll be over you.

So... When will forever be through though?

Oh well... I was bored...

What would be nice...

1. He is loyal and faithful.
2. He understands me completely.
3. He tolerates my childish behavior.
4. He don't mind me being late.
5. He pampers me.
6. He takes the lead in the relationship.
7. He trusts me. In everything.
8. He is consistent while during the chasing and after I became his girlfriend.
9. He is honest with me.
10. He has his own opinions, and therefore not always agree with me, but will still respect my beliefs and opinions.
11. He possesses some childish but endearing quirks or habits.
12. He is able to calm me down when I'm angry or sad.
13. He is willing to admit that he doesn't know everything and admit it when I'm right.
14. He should be a good listener, and is interested in what I'm saying.
15. He is able to keep me entertained, be it with his companionship or whatever.

And, where do you go to find such a person?

That's why The Sims was invented... LOL!

A hump on the road...

Another bumpy portion on this road trip...

He said something in a very matter-of-fact way... Why shouldn't I go school?

1. It's raining.
2. He's not gonna be there.

I seriously don't go school just so I can see him... I go so that I can see the hC crew! Maybe 1/3 is to see him, 1/3 is to see Mr Eye-Candy, and then 1/3 is to see hC... Why just 1/3 to see hC? Cuz everyone's busy with their own fyp... It's no longer like in year 2, where we meet just to play and enjoy life... Now, everyone's busy with their own stuff, and with their own clique within hC...

Anyway, I'm digressing... I'm already trying to remove myself from the pathetic one-sided thing... Stop adding in weird factors like this, unless you don't want me to remove my thought? Nah... LOL! Dreaming even before I hit the pillows+dog+bolster+blanket... LOL!